How should i wear my hair? please help me...?

tuesday will be a sad day and there will be alo of crying not like funeral crying but definetly lots of crying. how should i wear my hair i really dont wanna look happy cause im not. i was thinking about wearing it like Taylor Swift in her video White Horse cause my hair is already naturally curly and blonde. nobody will be happy:'( and i want a kinda sad outfit and hair. how sould i wear my hair.